tried another thing

.bashrc

@@ -415,7 +415,7 @@ _alias() {
 
 # ─< ble.sh -- https://github.com/akinomyoga/ble.sh >─────────────────────────────────────
 d_blesh() {
-  for deeps in git make; do
+  for deeps in git make gawk; do
     if ! command_exists $deeps; then
       echo_error "$deeps was missing from the system, cannot setup shell properly! (blesh setup)"
       exit 1
@@ -429,12 +429,13 @@ i_blesh() {
   cd "$tmp_dir" || echo_error "$tmp_dir is not valid!"
   git clone --recursive --depth 1 --shallow-submodules https://github.com/akinomyoga/ble.sh.git
   make -C ble.sh install PREFIX=~/.local
-  bash
+  . "$HOME/.local/share/blesh/ble.sh"
+  # bash
   # cd "$HOME" || return 0
 }
 
 _blesh() {
-  if [[ ! -f $HOME/.local/share/blesh/ble.sh ]]; then
+  if [ ! -f $HOME/.local/share/blesh/ble.sh ]; then
     d_blesh # Dependency check for blesh
     echo_info "Installing blesh.. Depending on your internet connection and the performance of the client, this could take a minute or two.."
     i_blesh # installing blesh silently